Mood:
Why blog??? Extremely bored is all I can say at the moment. Ever feel too bored to sleep? Well thats me right now and I have no idea why. I'm not unhappy with my life. I have a full schedule that keeps me busy alot and I'm surrounded by loved ones but while normal people use the downtime to sleep, catch up with friends, or just plain veg I'm wide awake restless for something to stimulate my interest.
Glad I never got into drugs cause I'd be a mess with my personality. I'd probably be partying looking for an ultimate high that was never enough. I think alot of why I feel this way, is that potential to do more. Not depressed cause I'm happy with my family, friends etc but theres just something missing. The potential to do more with it. Alot of people go through ruts where they wish they could get rid of a significant other and everything would be great. Or what if they didn't have kids, bills, had more money, etc. Thats not me which is probably why I'm frustrated. I don't want to take away anything from my life but add to it.
Add what? /sigh I don't know. I hate grumblers who sit around and grumble about stuff and never do anything. Bleh thats me at the moment isn't it? Not feeling sorry for myself and not wishing for more... I KNOW there is more!!!!
Well going to stop this right now before this becomes even more boring than I anticipated.
Aloha,
OrdinaryGirl808
Posted by ordinarygirl808
at 12:26 AM HST